heart.
let's chase the summer and forget the world.
Sunday, October 28, 2007!
HandWritten on; 11:25 PM
had op rehearsal at yuanguang's house this afternoon/evening. :) the last time i went there was during june holidays to discuss survey questions & now its like rehearsing OP. i am going to die for qna i am going to die for qna i am going to die for qna. it's like the HUGE homogous barrier on my shoulders i really want to collaspe under it or something. i have many many things to look forward to, like moving house, like going to work (for the fun & the $$$) and going out and alot alot of things. but whenever i think about them i will be like ahhhhhhhhhhh there's still OP there's still OP it's like this freaking HUGE obstacle i have to pass (and pass fantastically) before i can even do all that i want to do. ): I HATE IT ahh. i dont mind presenting cause there are rehearsals and all that, for qna ahhhh i cant think on the spot. i suck la its like my first reaction is to stone, and i cant think i cant phrase my thoughts properly then cause i know im taking like damn long to think and phrase my thoughts i'll panic like crap and i will just DIE. and the people in my group can imprompt quite well, i am super dead. it's A levelssss i cant afford to screw up ): ahh STRESSED. ):
OKAY I AM GOING TO BE SUPER HAPPYYYYY AFTER TUESDAY OKAY!
/edit mr low is sending us so many emails about I&R and about OP omg i think he's such a fantastic pw teacher :) :) he is really like constantly thinking for us sometimes i feel quite bad for making him feeel sooooo stressed for us. he's fantastic he's fantastic, cant wait till PW is over hehe he can treat us or sth and we can FINALLY stop talking about insane PW.
anyway today instead of sleeping on the bus like i always used to, hahaha when i was with my sister on the bus to jurong point from cck, we had this like rare conversation :) cause she's sec two this year (okay omg damn young, i dont remember what i was doing in sec two) and yesterday was like her last day with her class then she was super sad. reminds me of how sad i was after choral night almost 3 years ago. didnt really think about that period of time for quite a looong time so i kinda revisited my memories or sth. anyway i think i will be really :( :( next year cause s79 is really really fantastic though there are very obvious cliques we get along pretty well with everyone and i'm kinda proud of my class . <3
SCREAM! yesterday! :D :D hahahha i like the trail it was good & professional :) dont like the maze cause had a bad experience in there, wasnt all our fault but our fun was spoiled and we were all unhappy so well well. shall talk about the trail. hahaha it was scary cause the councillors were dressed in white/red and with makeup and all hahaha but it was also damn super funny cause we recognized alot of councillors and we were screaming their names trying to make them laugh hahah it was damn funny (: went in with jiayi sharon kelvin and sijin, we made the guys like take the front and the back of the line so jiayi sharon and i were in the middle HAHA we kept screaming then sijin said, "i think i'm more scared of you three" HAHAHA okay. :D okay and the councillors were professional, at least for our trail cause none of them laughed even though we tried very hard to make them laugh HAHA and stupid sharon was like spoiling things for them cause she went around kicking those "corpses" on the floor to check if they were real people trying to scare us when we were unprepared or fake dummies. :D then she kicked one and it was fake so the thing came apart HAHA. some were real though then it was like they cant scare us as much anymore cause we sort of "found them first". okayokay it was all good fun, enjoyable. :D yeay :)
listening to 06 apollo fac dance song now, got prac tmr. we're going to dance that during fac outing next saturday! :D :D miss those days in the rua preparing for open house. ): omg i wanna danceeeeee, 06 apollo dance prac tmr, YEAY :D
uh jiayi and i are browsing through our old photos now hahahahah it is pretty amusing. :D but good fun. some of our photos look so unlike us hahaha FUNNY. we've changed! haha i love jiayi yeay :)
Monday, October 15, 2007!
HandWritten on; 12:31 AM
hearts<3 hc open house 2007 :)
had so so much during open house this year, and i think what made it so fabulous is the dancers :D :D had so so much fun with the dancers the past week, went to the rua every single day after stupid pw lessons :) then spent the whole entire day in there, just slacking around, dancing, laughing, eating, having fun, dancing dancing dancing :) :) and come out of the rua with the sky all dark already and then we all go off for dinner. :D quoting ezra, "this week is the happiest week this year ever since orientation." :) thinking of it, how true it sounds. :) loves the dancers, loves MAD<3 i love the comfortable feeling you get when you are around the madders, i love how any piece of music plays and we can just get up onto the floor and start dancing or just start following those who know the steps, i love how we always complain about how sick we all are of the fac dances already after doing them for ten thousand times, and yet how we still cant resist the temptation to dance when the music plays :) oh oh oh and i love how we painted the "Are you M.A.D about Dance" banner together in the amphitheatre (how hard we struggled to open the paint tins cans hahaha), and i love how we are always lazy to walk out to get food and end up ordering in kfc, canadian pizzas and macdonalds hahaha and how we always dontknow the school postal code. :D AYE I LOVE THE DANCERS SO MUCH<3<3
anyway, enjoyed this year's open house ALOT. had fun doing the souvenirs for our future juniors, had fun decorating the booth with the board and the balloons, had fun just standing around the booth watching the dancenight07 video with the seniors<3<3 miss the seniors misses clarice meiling kelvin nicholas ruixiong :( misses syf, misses journey, misses femme, misses dancenight :) saw nanyang juniors too :) oh yah danced ares and apollo fac dances during open house, it felt good dancing with so so so many people around you and we all had so much fun even though there was barely any space to dance :) very very very happy to see my classmates dancing the apollo dance, seeing how hard they all tried to remember the steps, they being non-dancers in the first place, just wanting to support apollo :) oh oh and very very happy to see so many people from all faculties going onto the dancefloor during apollo fac dance yeay heeheee :D very very happy to see sharon & carlos on stage during ares' , and of course, dear danceics JIAYI & THOMAS during APOLLO'S :D :D YEAY apollo rocks:) mass dance was fun fun fun too!! hahaha was kidding around with casey while both of us tried our best to follow the council dance ics. :) yeay hearts hwachong<3
was telling clarice how we remember during last year's open house, how we sat in the rua waiting for MAD and chinese dance to brief us about the coming year, about syf. :) (hahaha clarice looked damn dao then, one year ago.) anyway ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ONE YEAR JUST PASSED OMG. okay. okay. omg. its scary how time flies now. last time when i was young, i used to think one hour is damn alot of time, and it will be insane if i were to wait for someone/something for one hour. now just stoning for a while and you look at the watch and one hour has just passed. seriously maybe its not only about the pace of life, maybe time is indeed passing faster...... okay enough crap. :)
anyway next year during this time, i will probably be dead/dying while mugging. okay but i love j1 :D seriously experienced so much, as in, both good and bad times. but it was indeed memorable. only two years in college, DAMN SHORT, but quoting someone's blog, "half has gone, let's not waste the other half".
Wednesday, October 03, 2007!
HandWritten on; 12:00 AM
Don't lose your way With each passing day You've come so far Don't throw it away Live believing Dreams are for weaving Wonders are waiting to start Live your story Faith, hope & glory Hold to the truth in your heart If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever Where clouds roll by For you and I Souls in the wind Must learn how to bend Seek out a star Hold on to the end Valley, mountain There is a fountain Washes our tears all away Words are swaying Someone is praying Please let us come home to stay If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever Where clouds roll by For you and I When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and Ilistened to this song after so long. reminds me of my class item for lifeskills camp during the sec1 days. that was so so so long ago. :) it's quite old, but i love the lyrics of this song. :)
post promos! :) i want to do alot of things, i want to slack i want to catch up with friends, i want to go out. and and i want to move house. :) and i just want to enjoy the rest of whats left of my j1 days. life brings us on a rollercoaster ride. it wasnt so long ago when we were all apprehensive about jc. it wasnt so long ago when we first stepped into hc and felt so fearful of whats going to happen, felt so fearful of change. it wasnt so long ago when we gathered in our orientation groups and had so much fun, how we always flooded kap, coro and all the eating places near school, how we always played polar bear and alot alot of lame games. :) how we played war games, the first time fighting for apollo :) how we first got into our CTs, our spongebob squarepants and hot guy class item for campfire night, how we watched the fireball lit up the sky. :D as time passes, everything seems to fade, the bond that used to be there seems to disappear, life suddenly seemed to be all about studying and work and yeah, mugging. everything is not so exciting anymore. there were blocks, then now even promos are over. hahaha and we are all going to be j2 man. well, i love the memories :) and im very glad i can still say i love my class :) something very few can say as of now, as everyone thinks of how wonderful their class was during orientation and how it has changed. i'm really grateful for 07S79. :)
haha i think this song (above) makes me emo. :D
hearts<3 hc open house 2007 :)